been talking to myself forever and, how i wish i...

been talking to myself forever
and, how i wish i knew me better
still sitting on a shelf, but never, NEVER seen the sun shine brighter
and it feels like me- on a good day.

feeling excited about life today.

eh, woke up at 8 because my body was just needing to be active.
so?! went running around urbanovsky, to this song. and remembered what runner’s high feels like.

trance music with incredible life lyrics.
75ish degrees. no wind, clear and so much sunshine.
people walking around campus, because life is about to start again.

i have just been having the best summer, ever. doing whatever makes me happy, and having my heart set on loving. i’ve definitely grown.
i’m looking SO much forward to everyone being back and campus crawling with people, meeting new people, and seeing where the semester takes me.

fall is definitely the most changing of the seasons, and the past 2 have gotten by me while i stood stubbornly, focused on one thing/person(s), and not allowing myself to enjoy what change they would bring. but, that’s okay. because here’s to finally spending a fall semester focusing on everything and all that i have. and not, what i want, and how i can’t figure out how to completely get [it].

“joy is what happens when we allow ourselves to recognize how good things really are.” - marianne williamson