unavoidable parts of life that i hate #1

how come making decisions means saying no to the alternatives, forever??

you have possible choices. all of them are good in their own way, and right for different reasons. what college do you want to go to? where do you want to work? who do you want to date.
but no matter how long i debate, how hard i think about which path is best, i always end up just a little bit, restless. wondering “what if.” i can be completely confident that i am making the right choice, so, so happy. but as soon as i actually MAKE a choice, and face the fact that the alternatives are no longer viable, i feel worried. what if i need to go back? what if saying no to the other options, wasn’t the best idea.

timing is everything in life. if there’s one thing that i have learned over the past year, it’s that. why is it that some options have such quick expiration dates on them??

ugh, no, i am not perfect. i don’t know everything, and i definitely don’t know what i want. so please have patience, and don’t expect me to.

Notes

  1. ashleyholder reblogged this from raveangel and added:
    always speaking to my heart. really though.
  2. raveangel posted this